ice pops & games

today went to jerrals house for his birthdayyy. went there like about 11 plus, after dragging myself outta my bed. super tired laaa. hahaha, not to forget how horrible my sleep these days areee.. oh well. then reach there was my mums assist to serve coffee to my relatives firstt, then after that stoned in the room reading james board game stuff, and then like playing jellypop! then stonestone, then went to eat lunchieee.mm curry, then went back in and cont stoningggg. hahaha james said i changed alot aft 6 months.LOL. alot happened? i guess.hahaha. thennnn we went downstairs to look for icecream, then we search search search. hahahaha then finally found icecreammm ICE POP!:D wheee. hahaha. and belinda kept exposing her incredibley terrible plans to be ahorribly freaky scary aunt. LOL. then going back ateateate, stoned for a while, then went to play ps. and jelly pop. level 50. shittt cannot reach my level 63 and beyond that laaa. so sad. then playpaly. cut cake, play somemore, then eat dinnerrrrr. then sit and watch teevee, some cheena show, andBelinda and i were both equally cursing the girlLOL. haha, then after watchwatch, then chuanwei agreed to bring heroes for me to watch!!!:D:D YAYYY. yupypu. then after that went home.hahahaha.

beenr eading blink, its a damn good book, and after reading alot, i realised one thing. contempt. mm. i tink that fault lies in me.mm. gtta stop it.haha.finally something usefull

haha ok tonite im damn tired, tomorrows along day so till then nites!:D

takecare all!:D

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shortshort

ok its shorter than expected.ah well. but wahlao now i know why i stick to my 10 bucks haircuts. 3o bucks leh. and thats after discount. im aunty enough to say. not worth it. though yes the hair washing was nice.hahahahaha. ok fine bimbo moment. a rare emily bimbo moment. but anws. this hair cut reminds me of sec3/sec4 time la….

doh. shortshortshort. gahhhh. hahahaha. oh welllllll. all i rmb is when i went tehre in my red ac sci fac shirt adn hey put the green cloth around my neck. i felt there like a big fat red tomato. hahahaha. ohhh welll ill see what i can do with it. it can be tied up but it’ll fall here adn there, so i might work some pin trick.shrug.ugh its so puffy and short.hahahaha. oh welll. lets see how.hahaha tmrs deepavali! whee

hahaha seeya!

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AHHHHHH

im gna cut my hair. hahaha, lest it be fine and ok. heh. oh wells. it SHOULD be ok it SHOULD be ok.>_< heh. okk.what am i gna play for audtion. i was tinking. roman fest. but i never played it before. so maybe i cant make it in time. with my chin like that how the hel am i gna find time to practise?!

alritey. silence speaks louder than words. await my bad good news:D

listen to my frickin brain you stupid heart.

yea. listen to my brain. stop feeding my the dreams i dreamt last nite. screw it. i hated it la. luckily i had loads of gummies today, fed myself incredibley alot, just to ignore the annoyance that i was enduring. shrug. it worked either ways. my temper slowly dampened.lol. and i started doing retarded things. HAHA, but oh well im losing touch with the clapping game, losing focus. sigh.hahaha. oh well nevermind theres the finger game!:D ZERO! oooohhhh. heee. ok im relatively high la. but ugh. so annoying thing there. i tink i should go play my piano for a while. i realised something today. dun play music liek yourself. dunno why SUDDENLY im hit by so much omgosh-ness. but yes. thats one good thing about band, the lack of requirement to be yourself during the music. perfect. for me. lol.

yawnn. but im pretty rtired. nevermind ill look through my pieces to prepare for sectionals on sat, and my own brain adjustment practise or watever-i-feel-like-calling-it-at-that-moment. yawn.ok im yawning alot. sigh. overdose of sugar..hahaha. oh wellllll. damn shag la.

frick im damn moody now.

i stupidly. ARGH. ok my abdmy bad. ah frick.

ok. i should just sleep.

we mug! i didnt-.-

so yes, we went to mug today, after mugging 1/3 of m hist essay and reading half of my chem notes. i took a break and played jelly pop(which i might add is emily’s new love and addiction.) and then she couldnt die. and so she din die and kept playing until it was time to go home-.- yes i suck. hahaha. oh well. it was a start! and a start never the less!

and btw today for lunch i ate two meals.

well i left like maybe 20 odd fries left la.hahahaha. not bad alr, and dinner was my usual amount of food. hahaha anw i just got a swollen gum. great.hahaha. oh welll.. tmr. we can do it ppl!

mmmm…workwork. yawn pretty tired, play a while more than go do write aword and sleep

hahaha. i want pokemon for my phone!(must read instruction manual, must read instructionm anual*pschos self*):D

i laughed. i rmb taking this one year ago. i wonder what rubbish shots will i take in korea? i hope those two bimbos are not on my flight.pleaseplaseplase>< spare me of this one thing. heh.

i should quit tinking so much. stupid photo.

cant grip it.

everything i see goes ding in my head. and i quickly whacked my head and told it SHUTUP.

no idea what the shit is going on anymore.

anw i realised im posting like shit here. argh.sorry.

anw my photos from dr lees birthday is on shutterfly now. points at links. yup new phone, so im slowly adding numbers. hmm. monday to mugmugmug anyone?

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stuck.

not sure what to say or do..

but for thsoe who are disheartened. jiayou.

for thsoe who still hafnt wake up. its time to wake up please.

for those who dunno whats going on. just keep practing.

for thsoe who are lost. its time to find help.

for everyone. lets keep practing and working on please?

we cand o it, if we all tried and help one anotehr. so lets strive higher ok? as musicians. if not for any other reasons, but for the very fact that you are a musician. lets keep ogin alrites? lets do what we’re sup to do. practise. and aim high. and practise more. juniors are coming in soon. and we cant keep sounding like we are. so we gtta help one anotehr. we gotta help ourselves as well. we gtta do waht we are supposed to do.

love the band. love the music.

musician pride. its time we all got a hang of it.