and i realised…
im a perfect little jinx.gladallswellreally.
mm, relatively strange.
feeling relatively oozywoozy.
ah well felt like that during chem promos.screwed it along with everything else, but i itnk even if iw as fine and dandy i would haf screwed it up either ways.heh. shows i need to mug. oh wellll. memories of chem promos and this oozywoozy feeling.and tissue paper. and oozywoozy feeling and how after chem i was PERFECTLY fine-.- annoying crap. and so. i conclude that i MUST be worrying about smth.duntellmesmthhappenedtoyou. i dunno what im worrying about tho. usual lib work. usual sectionals, usual playing. so what could be wrong. its just superuneasy. argh.
anw playig bach cello suite(TRANSPOSE FIRSTTTT) for audition.just realised its NEXT SAT. kinda screwed for it. so goodluck to me. hopefully ill be fine heh. should beee i tink>< must really parct hard like find time here and there.hmm. must really work harder this week.hahaha. yupypu.
lots to practise lots to do.
lots to not do too. haha. like worry- about dunno what. but yea. must stop. alls fine! whatever itis! i shall pop in a panadol and go sleep. bad things always follow a cold. i shall try not to do anything about it. AND SLEEP IT AWAY. nothing bad will happen. mmhmm.
goodnites all.i did my best.
