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so tell me why again.

OMG. i tink im damn fricking annoyed. i tink im like gna wring his neck soon. GRAGH.

no mood to talk today. been a bad day.

will cheer up tmr.hopefully.

someone tell me rite now that it was a joke. and that like todays a dream. that ill wake up from.

omgosh. you’re an idiot la you.

im an idiot without an audition piece. or well an audition piece that is too short. and is split into three parts of fantasy variations.well actually if the rests ceased to exist then it would haf be continuous la.yea. freak. im so  frustrated.and like even scales are dead meat. and im not even tinking of sight reading cos like yea my sight reading sucks rmb.=.= so basically -im screwed dunno what to do. and yea.why must it be min 2 mins! rite. bleargh.

i dunno what to say.

emilypooimingli you’re so stupid.

and you’re so screwed.

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so tell me whos face you wanna punch.

i decided! FANTASY VARIATIONS. SO FUN. but audition isnt. got c#minor scale, and f# minor scale. sure dieee. hahaha but omgoodness. fnatasy variations. i tink i feel damn good now. cos of it. fantas variations. its my song. i want to play it in a band some day. i want to improve on my bass clar to reach that point.i feel damn good rite now.mmhmm.like whoo!:D hee. yupyup. todayyyy. dsa kids came. reactions the same everywhere.hahaha. shall nto blog about it here.lol:p thennnn we played alot today. mm. drlee say i slack play alto clar..:( hahaha

oh welll.thennnnn after band pract my fantasy, which was kinda funny cos i lost my inital audition piece, but replaced it with fantasy variations!:D WHICH IM HIGH ON NOWWW:D omgggggg its like -  BASSCLAR HEAVEN LA. swoons~:D whee. then we played some clapping game basketball game.:D so funky.

BTW ALL TUNE INS ON 15NOV . SEC 4s! COME! it’ll be fun!erm if i not wrong come at 845!:D games, then sectionals and combined! it’ll really be fun! so comecoem okokok!(: yupyup!:D wheee. kinda excited actually:p

thennnn… errr dinnered near drlees hosue there. hahaha, at first before weiting and bz came, iw as like the only girl stuck between guys talking about online games. it was kinda funny.then they want me to play BF then im like. no. ill scream and scream uand not really play.lol.hahahaha.mm so after dinner went homee, then on the train saw hafiz!(looks at uhhmm.:P hee.) yupyup.

wheee. kinda high on fantasy variations. haha tmr must pracpract:D

they usually say third time lucky. must keep believing in a someday(:

IM ON A SUGAR HIGH! I WONDER WHY!:D(it rhymes!(:)

remind me of how the stars used to glitter and sparkle.

yay. today i feel like damn muscled up. lol. first had to carry the entire lotr set, which is NO EASY FEAT. from home to bv. then just had to lug the entire photocopied set of tune in stuff, which is no easy feat either, its like about 20 cm stack kk.hahaha

thenthen. today went to nus to returnLOTR. rachel couldnt make it, but since it was urgent, so gerdine and i went ahead firstt. this time instead of the three over stops early that we were when we came to collect it, we were one stop early ONLY. heee.:D better la. hahahaha. then after that, gerdine and i, walked ALLLLLLLL the way outta nus and to school and to bv mrt. ALLLLLLL the wayyyyyy. funfun(: hee. walking is really fun, when you dun haf much to carryyy.hahaha. lighttt:D yay.ahaha.

anw blue horizons is damn nice, espesp blue whale<3<3 hee.damnnnnn NICEEEEEEE:D for all bandies who have nto realsied,sam has veryvery nciely gotten the recording for us to download at her blog(look under links!) thanks sam!(:

ah, auditions im quiteee dead. heh. oh hell. for now just work on lotr. mmhmmmm.tmrw dsa kids coming! ok yes i know shouldnt say kids seeing how im def less than one year older than all of them, and probably only a few months older than half of them.-.- the fate of being a dec kid. but, oh well tmr marks a definite start. mm. hopefully with it some change will occur. LETS GO ALL OUT PPL!:D

AH second suite for band by alfred reed is soooooooooooooo funkyyyy. i rmb playing it ina cjc tune in… TWO YEARS AGO! memories!!!!(: hahaha, kinda funny la, like less than a year ago.like hmm in 365-6 days ago i first stepped in for a proper acjc band pract! still rmb that day. stressstress, after practing for like damn long everyday mannn. then came over. whee.hahaha.ahhh. rmb taht day after bandding and playing pirates for like woodwind combine..i rmb kraken,, i was the only bassist and i was likeo.0 cos anw i was sight reading.heh.that was ww combined. haha…. ohw elll! now im gna be like the senior. oh well, i guess in the end one thing that ive never regreted is the wanting to come into ac idea taht ive been hafing for ages!:D tune ins coming!!! cant waitttt:D

lalala.for now! to practise!:D

ahh, where are all teh stars hiding these days! been looking for them! well as always la, like look up. hmmmm. where are the stars. at least thats wat ir ealised today. i wanna bball soon. but tmr must go acsi again. go there so often can die la.-.-

alrites. seeya around then

tata!

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ughhh

ive been sleeping the entire day, only waking up at about 11, 2, and rite now, to eat meals, and for now use the comp to do my transposition which im slowly giving up at.

let me tink i rmb mummbling a whine this morning, and then saying sorethroat. then after taht i woke up and said pepper. then i tink after taht sleep, then wake up lunch. i said thanks. nites. and went back to sleep after lunch. then after that i woke up and said horfun? fish soup? and then i went to bathe and then now. and i finally wore my glasses lol.thats all i said todayyy

say im pro or am i pro. ok need to do library work and transpose my score tho i haf no freaking idea how to use sibellius-.-

tata

oh yea take a look at this:

“ Ketchup]|’ lil hammie ham ham, why fear me, do you? [????]??$0 says: then again, i think tomatos are damn cute and handsome and um…. hot and um….
thats eugene!

and i realised…

im a perfect little jinx.gladallswellreally.

mm, relatively strange.

feeling relatively oozywoozy.

ah well felt like that during chem promos.screwed it along with everything else, but i itnk even if iw as fine and dandy i would haf screwed it up either ways.heh. shows i need to mug. oh wellll. memories of chem promos and this oozywoozy feeling.and tissue paper. and oozywoozy feeling and how after chem i was PERFECTLY fine-.- annoying crap. and so. i conclude that i MUST be worrying about smth.duntellmesmthhappenedtoyou. i dunno what im worrying about tho. usual lib work. usual sectionals, usual playing. so what could be wrong. its just superuneasy. argh.

anw playig bach cello suite(TRANSPOSE FIRSTTTT) for audition.just realised its NEXT SAT. kinda screwed for it. so goodluck to me. hopefully ill be fine heh. should beee i tink>< must really parct hard like find time here and there.hmm. must really work harder this week.hahaha. yupypu.

lots to practise lots to do.

lots to not do too. haha. like worry- about dunno what. but yea. must stop. alls fine! whatever itis! i shall pop in a panadol and go sleep. bad things always follow a cold. i shall try not to do anything about it. AND SLEEP IT AWAY. nothing bad will happen. mmhmm.

goodnites all.i did my best.